The guilt that haunts me every day
The doubt, the what if and I wish, remain
The clock is remorseless and won’t look back
My heart is frozen in time, it is plain
The warmth of her kisses and hugs
Still linger in my heart like yesterday
Though she went away a long time ago
To find a new love, a new start, a new day
I did her wrong, I hurt her I know now,
I wasn’t true to her and her purest soul
I did not love her as I could have my lord
I failed her in love and that took its toll.
Wishes aren’t horses and I cannot ride
I miss her eyes and I miss her smile
Her laughter still rings loud in my ears
Although I haven’t seen her in quite a while
If I could, I would make it right again
Cherish her and love her with all my heart
Alas she no longer loves me like before
With a new love she is looking for a new start
Time stretches ahead like a yawning chasm
Every day feels like a century is passing
I cry tears of blood for what I have lost in life
And pray for a death that is long in coming
A fresh start is what I need today my lord
A fresh chance at winning her back again
My head tells me this will never happen
My heart is the one that wants it again